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My Voice of Truth: Reconditioning the Abused Mind and Body

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I am ten years old and spending the summer in Puerto Rico.  I do not play the guitar but my mother insists that I take a picture as if I do.  She insists on pretending. 

I stopped having birthdays years ago, but on this day, the family we are staying with surprise me with a cake and decorations in honor of my birthday.  My mother and I play along as if this is normal for us.  I have been molested by four different men, including my grandfather, by the time this photo is taken.  My mother physically and verbally abuses me daily.  I am happy to join the charade.

I am eleven going on twelve. I am starting to like boys and notice my appearance.  This photo was taken at the hair salon where my mother has instructed the hair stylist to cut my hair into a DA. I look like a boy.  I am mortified and yet I smile.
I am fifteen. Violations against my mind and body are common for me.  By this time six men have molested me and I am broken in ways I have yet to discover.  My cat Paris is the only one I trust.  I smile for the camera as my mother snaps the shot. 
   

 

 

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